today's the harvest festival on the square.
my stepmom is taking me because all of my friends either have lives or no means of transportation.
briar's got a band competition in muscle shoals,kimbo's working at the radio station (which is on the square so there's a chance i might pop in & say hi),megan lives out on dog creek so it's too far to pick her up...i'm sure drew's at chelsie's house in L'burg,wessley is a lazy faggot that never leaves his house,yet he complains about being stuck there all the time....

SO! i'm stuck with my evil stepmother.
but hopefully i'll find some kids i know & just leave with them.


i'm going into Rebecca's antique store today...
megan said they have an old bleeding kit from probably the 20's era.
there's a really creepy story about why i want one,but most of you probably wouldn't believe me or you'd just think i'm a lunatic.

but,if she does have one,i'm going to ask her to hold it for me until i get my check.
meg said it was only like 10 bucks.

OH & the pagan lady is on the square with her little stand...she usually sells herbs,candles,incense,jewelry,cool shit like that...i love her.i've actually talked to her quite a bit,she's really sweet.

so...i guess that's my plans for today.

OH YEAH.

i broke up with halley.i told her "i need to get my shit together,get my life back on track..." and she said she'd wait for me.which saddens me,sortof.
because even when i "get my shit together",i'm pretty sure i still won't want to be with her.she is a very nice girl though..she's just simply not my type.
she dresses like a boy.she doesn't wear makeup.she's so dramatic about every little thing.she's so clingy.she has a pretty bad case of acne....her friends look like meth addicts..and all of them hit on me! which must mean they're desperate because i'm chubby,obnoxious,& crazy....i want a girl that's girlie,one who dresses up all cutesy,someone who will hold my hand when we're out somewhere,but doesn't have to be all over me at every second.i want someone that i can kiss occasionally,not every five minutes....bahh..i'll never get that.because my true love is in texas,and she's never coming here.ever.end of story.

with that being said...i'm going to fix my hair.